well ive been busy. i havent
made had found the time to read any of my favorite blogs, never mind write something, anything on mine. here are the things that i have wanted to write about but can't seem to get it done...
thanksgiving with my parents in redmond
our 2012 12 dates of christmas
my butternut squash soup recipe
the amazing dried pears i made and have been savoring
fakesgiving 2012 (is it possible that i havent told you all about fakesgiving???)
my recent desire to go to the gym again
all the reflection that i do in december...looking back on the past year.
i am sure there is more...and thinking about it a lot lately makes me think ... maybe im done blogging for now? should this really stress me out? i don't like 'half' doing things. that is how i am feeling about this here blog. that i am posting quick posts here and there but nothing with any more substance. i am not choosing to spend my time using the cool photo editing on google plus. i am not choosing to spend my time actually writing down recipes to share with others instead of keeping them swimming in my head. maybe it's because what i want to write about lately is hard stuff. and taking the time to write hard stuff is...well...tough.
anyways...perfectionism. if i don't have the time to write about everything exactly how i imagine it, then i don't do it at all. i have learned to embrace my desire to be a perfectionist this year. i have figured out places in my life that it works to try and be perfect. and at the same time, found places that perfectionism doesn't benefit my greater good. i am owning it, instead of trying to get rid of it. channeling it for good, not trouble.
off to make a cup of tea and eat the last piece of raw carrot cake leftover from fakesgiving. which i promise i will write about next because seriously, fakesgiving 2012 was breathtaking.